so, you get the picture, i am
WATCH ME OR DIE


really doesnt it matter?Really doesn't it matter? Really doesn't it hurt? Really can you just ignore it? Not in my world.really doesnt it matter?
Really they will get bored? Really they will stop? Really will it pass? Not in my world.
In my world things are differnt, Do you know what they put me through? Do you know deep down it hurts? Do you know you it IS hard to live your school life miserable? Do you understand my agony?
Really, doesn't it matter? I guess not in your world.


family fightsCrying a million tears each day, Overcoming my fears is the only way.family fights
Praying another fist wont be thrown, Hoping I wont hear my mother groan.
Cowering in a corner listening to my parents scream, Hoping my life is all just a dream.
Lying awake at night, Seeing flashbacks of the fight.


sorryI'm sorry we had to fall, Head over heels in love, I'm sorry we had to end up, Like the rest bruised with love, I'm sorry we ever spoilt, Our friendship we once cherished, But most of all I'm sorry, We ever thought we could be differnt, Controll love and not be caught in the everlasting pain.sorry
giraffe

Warped and Twistedharsh words and violent blows hidden secrets nobody kinows eyes arew open, hands are fisted deep inside im warped and twisted so many tricks and so many lies to many "whens" and to many "whys" nobodys special, nobodys gifted im just me warped and twisted sleeping awake and chocking on a dream listening loudly to a silent scream call my mind the numbers unlisted lost in someone so warped and twisted on my knees, alive but dead look at the invisible blood ive bled im not gone, my mind has just drifted dont expect much, im warped and twisted burnt outWarped and Twisted


SOMETHINGISTRULYWRONGWITHMESomething must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride.SOMETHINGISTRULYWRONGWITHME
Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die.
Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child.
Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings.
Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitly get started hugging right away!
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"The end of a matter is far better than its beginning, and patience is better than pride"-Ecclesiastes 7:8
That's my daily dose of randomness over. How are you?
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HI
check out ma gallery[link]
i wov penguins wehh
dont cus me cuz am a redhead, cus me cuz
Have you seen the Tango Clear advert with the penguin at the end? That rawks.
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JOIN MAI CIRCUS GUYZE.
Everyone's doing it...
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HI
check out ma gallery[link]
i wov penguins wehh
dont cus me cuz am a redhead, cus me cuz
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